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the pressure is getting to me and it shows, i just know it does.
i dont want to feel empty anymore.
im better off without him.
i dont need this im over it.
i lost hope and i wil regain it
but for now the pressure
wont get to me anymore

19

Games are all he plays.
head games, heart games, and love games.
he talks in riddles and doesnt make it clear.
Done with his games and everything he does.
Done with his stupid stupid games

18

hold on to everything you have.
hold on before you grow up to fast.
embrace you childhood and gracefully
turn in an adult.
hold on to your friends
hold on to you family
and most importantly
hold on to you

17

broken roads always lead to good places.

Just when you think that your not going anyway

you take a right and it lead straight to you.

and happiness is what you make me feel inside.

and i love that feeling and everything that comes with it.

broke roads lead to good people

16

i told you so.
i told you that you would be back but like always you didnt listen.
i told that i loved you and you laughed.
But now your on your knees begging for a second chance
but your not getting me one.
Because i told you so

15

just a girl who doesnt know anything about everything.
i dont know where i stand but its okay because i am
happy with everything i do but not everything i did.
just a girl with a dream, a dream that is everything to me.

14

Pretty girl is suffering and no one knows what did.
pretty girl fell again and she fell hard.
pretty girl is in to deep and cant get out.
pretty girl is beaten and broken.
theres no way to get out

13

Hes the reason why i stop
hes the reason why i quit
hes the reason why i am who i am now.
Happy full of joy and silliness
hes my reason for change.
hes my reason to start over

12

The following week he announced that I was his girlfriend. I personally was relieved because nothing is more frustrating than not knowing if you’re in a relationship with someone you have feelings for. Chris and I built what I thought was history together. Until the day he dropped a huge bomb on my thoughts. Chris called me around his usual time and we had our regular conversation "be there baby" I stared clueless at the phone. Chris explained to me that he was in a major gang and if I really cared about him I would join and become his "be there baby". I can't remember exactly what I said but I remember a stream of hostile emotions bursting through the receiver and telling Chris off. After that day things just went downhill.Chris and I had been dating for two months then and I was aware of his gang related actives and how every night he could end up either in jail or dead. One night I didn't receive a phone call from Chris and neither did his brothers. My mind made a turn for the worst as horrible thoughts entered my head. A week passed and finally he showed up. He called me and told me a ridiculous story about how his friends getting arrested and how he had to lay low. From then on every week was the same story....and every week I felt stupider and stupider for believing him
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Warning Warning Warning
life is wont stop for anyone.
Even if you are broken hearted
you going to have to deal because
the world wont stop, people dont care
and moving on is the only way

10

Put your arms around me and never let go.
i want you here in my life and no where else.
i want you always and forever so just
stay here with me and never go. I need
you here now and i need you to stay

9

*Sir William Henry Cunningham (1883-1959)Was a Major-General of Aide-de-camp to the Governor of New Zealand. Cunningham was the commanding officer 8th New Zealand Brigade.In 1940 - 1942 commanding officer and member Fiji Defense Forces and executive council Fiji .*Searle Dwyer Mason (1892-1953)General Mason was known as being a fearless leader from 1930-1936 he was apart commanding officer 1st Canterbury Regiment , 3rd commanding officer of the New Zealand Brigade. In 1940-1941 he was Commandant Of Burnham Military Camp.*Sir Andrew Hamilton Russell (1868-1960)General Russell war the commanding New Zealand Division , Western front . In 1919 retired and in 1940 was recalled from then on he was a General of New Zealand Military Forces , Acting Chief General Staff , New Zealand Military forces Headquarters , member of Military Affairs Committee and War Council .*Sir William Throsby Bridges (1861-1915)Bridges was one of the first who served with Australian forces during World War . He was the first Australian to reach General rank, and the first Australian General to be killed during the war, on May 18 1915 at Gallipoli.

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We all know that Aphrodite is well built and we know how her “Beauty” could wage war. But I ask you this was she really as beautiful as we all think she is? New information was discovered. A conversation between Nike and Ares was just recently discovered. After one strange night Ares and Aphrodite never had one of their “Private sessions” anymore. And many wonder why all of a sudden this took place. Many say its because he started to respect Hephaestus but that wasn’t even close to what happened! The story goes as such: Ares summoned Nike to go find out why Aphrodite wouldn’t allow him into her chamber after dusk. Without asking any questions Nike left with swiftness off to his mission. It was said that what he saw that night scared him for life. As he arrived at Aphrodite’s chamber he noticed her undressing; and like most perverted men he watched, but curiosity killed the cat is the old folks saying. Anyway, as she disrobed she began to turn towards him and the sight that caught his eye no only sicken him to the point where he was paler than a baby sea horse but it he almost lost flight! The “Beautiful” Aphrodite was a goblin faced man; with enormous warts that would sicken even a blind beggar beg Zeus him self for instant death! When new was reported back to Ares it was never repeated so as not to cause anymore trauma. So now reconsider was she “Aphrodite the beautiful” or Was she “Aphrodite beauty or the Beast”?

7

My heart began to race at an alarming speed “Nothing it’s a school night,” I replied trying to keep my voice from shaking. He looked confused “No it’s not. We have two weeks off remember?” I began to rub my temples. Wow I’m suck a dork! He must have noticed my thoughts on my face. He started to laugh “It okay Bobina. Don’t beat yourself up over it. It’s a classic mistake.” he assured me. “So your free then?” I nodded , afraid to let anymore stupid words slide out my mouth. “Cool beans. Meet me here at 2am okay?” “What? 2am?” I blurted out. “And how am I suppose to get out my house at 2am?” He gave me a look as if the answer was obvious “What’s the big deal?- oh forgot your moms the warden.” I made a face at his words “ Not funny!” “Okay I’ sorry. Just keep window open when you’re ready, and I’ll do the rest.” I tried to refuse but his eyes were so kind and I trusted him completely. At 2:05 I slid my window open and jumped back in bed awaiting Andy’s plan . Within minutes Andy climbed in making a thud as he hit the floor. I could still hear my moms snoring so the thud hadn’t woken her. Andy walked over to my bed while gazing at his surroundings “Nice threads” he said as he sat on my bed. “ Thanks. But I’m curious, how are we going to get out of here ? And where are we going-” Andy cut in “You ask so many questions. Just wait and see.” Even as he whispered his voice retained its velvetiness. “Okay” Suddenly he picked me up and placed me on his back and proceeded to climb out the window. I felt like a damsel in distress being rescued by her Prince charming. He wouldn’t put me down till we made it safely across the street to his house. He grabbed my hand and led me into his house. When we stepped inside I was instantly amazed. His house deserved to be on MTV cribs. The marble counter, leather seats and spiraling stair case it was all so gorgeous. “ I hope you don’t mind us coming here. You just seemed really stressed about going out. So being here is like meeting you half way.” I just smiled. Not because of what he said but because we was rubbing my hand. I felt like silly putty in his hands. He smiled back and led me up stairs to the last door in the hallway
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Six years 72 days & 5 hours are complete darkness
in his life untill she came along.
Darkness that took over his world untill she smiled at him.
Darkness that fill his heart untill her eyes met his.
Darkness that went away the moment they hugged

5

So he cheated and he cheated bad.
She didnt want to believe the truth
because all it did was make her sad.
Every face, every song, everything
reminded her of him and his cheating ways.
But today is a new day and theres no time
to waste of the past

4

Its all on the line this time.
Its not over but its close to it.
Its hard for me to admit when im wrong but i did.
I said i was sorry and that was it, so i thought.
He came back and took his anger out on my face
but there is no way i could replace this feeling
in my heart. I love him more than anything
and i thought he did too but i guess i thought wrong.

3

She never cried in front of me.
so how was i suppose to know i was
doing something wrong.
How was i suppose to see?
How was i suppose to realize?
She never cried in front of me

2

blue skys turn to gray
as happiness fade away.
Her smile disappears with out sound
whenever he comes around.
Hurt, pain and anger fill her mind.
but to him shes just a waste of time.

1

She was afraid to look in the mirror, not knowingexactly what she would see.She always told herself that "this would never happen to me, I know when to end a relationship"but she was trap in his web of lies, the I love yous and the I'm sorry baby it wont happen again but it did. It happen several time again. She knew she had to get out of this life, this isn't what she had planned. She wanted to be a lawyer but pushed all of that aside to be with him. Now shes stuck in this small town as a waitress and an abusive boyfriend. Every now and then she would get up the courage to walk away but time and time again she would talk herself out of it.With every hit she took to her face she tried to convince herself that it was her fault. She should have had his dinner ready for him or the house should have been clean. She always wonder what she could have done to make his life better not hers. She always went out of her way to be the perfect girlfriend but it always seem to turn out the same way.Her lying on the floor with not only a black eye but a bruised heart.And after every time he would hit her there would be jewelry or flowers waiting for herwhen she woke up."See he really does love me" she told her friend "It was my fault I should have had dinner on the table before he got home"She stood there in the bathroom staring at the reflection of the person she never thought she would be.And at that moment when she examined the bruises on her face and thought of her parents relationship and the fact that her father never hurt her mother. That was the moment she snapped out of it.That was the moment she realized she didn't have to live like thisThat was the moment where she had ENOUGH